I'm not really back, I just wanted to pop in and see everyone ;w; How have you been? Eating alright? Are you getting enough sleep? Hah, I know I'm not =_=
Teachers are insane like how the heck you expect me to finish a project worth 20% of my grade if you're assigning a chapter test every week like why are you trying to kill me
I didn't sign up for this??
Anyways, I wanted to rant a lil bit about expectations. My peers and parents seem to hold very high expectations of me, and whenever I don't meet them, I get really mad at myself. Very recently, I had a project where I had to present, and I SUCK at public speaking. Anyways, everyone was all like oh you'll get a 100 and I didn't.
The grade I actually got satisfied me, since it was a very hard project and I'm not the best public speaker, I know I definitely tried my best, but I felt very ashamed of it because it was quite a bit lower than what everyone expected me to get.
You know what I mean?? I constantly feel pressured to reach certain standards, but they're not my own, they're the standards of my peers and parents.
It makes me really stressed and I know I should just try my best, but everyone thinks my best is waaay higher than it actually is.
Do any of you feel the same way?? What do you think I should do ehggh. Comment below please~
Until next time, PLAY WILD.